Ode to a lost songbird – Goodbye Robin…

My favourite songbird, you were aptly named after one…

I was meant to be on a blogging break whilst I do research towards my novel, but as I tend to write about music a lot in my blog, I could not ignore the sad news of Robin Gibb’s passing and I thought I’d write this post, to pay homage to him, and his talented brothers.

There are artists who can reach a vast audience transcending not only music genres but age groups. The Bee Gees were such a band. It is unfortunate they were boxed into the Disco genre later on, because of their amazing success due to Saturday Night Fever in 1977 , but that was only one facet of their musical career which began in the early sixties.

Even if you are not a fan, it is unlikely you will not know at least one Bee Gees song, for they sold more than 200 million album sales worldwide.  My favourite songs of theirs, go back to their first period of spotlight,  the late sixties, where they wrote some incredible masterpieces. Here are some of my favourite ones:

Massachusetts – Here’s a Top of the Pops performance, with a seventeen year old Robin singing in that unique but beautiful voice of his.

My World  – 1972

A 1975 medley from Midnight Special, which I remember seeing on television at the time. Featuring two great songs: Run to me  and World

Lastly, a bittersweet song, which I have always loved, and as sad as it makes me to hear it today. I will forever remember the talented man who sang it, who was aptly named after a songbird.

I Started A Joke

A Musical Journey – 1998

My choice for 1998 is a track by a band whose music was all over the airwaves here in London that year.

I Think I’m Paranoid is Garbage at their best. From their second album Version 2.0, which debuted at number one in the UK.  The track  itself reached the top ten on the UK singles chart.

They are one of the few bands fronted by a female that I like, as I have always preferred male singers, but there are a few exceptions, and Shirley Manson is one of them for she is one of the few females I can identify with.

A bit of well-known trivia:  Drummer Butch Vig produced Nirvana’s Nevermind.

A lament for a lost world…

Will paper books fade away out of existence?

I miss the past…

I miss the days record stores were the place to visit, where you could hold an LP in your hands and admire its artwork. Yes, the analog sound wasn’t the best, and a record could get scratched and skip, but there was a ritual to that shopping experience that made it more meaningful than simply “downloading files” into a little metallic box, which is what I do now.

It seems others too, miss this experience, as much as I do, for Record Store Day this past 21st of April was a great success. Sister Ray in Soho had queues going around the corner that morning as I walked past.

Then, there are books…

I do not own an e-book reader and  I have no intention of buying one.  I am sorry if that means I am going to miss out on reading a lot of authors, but to me, books are the last old-fashioned pleasure left.

I often go to Charing Cross Road, which is famous for its bookshops, to browse.  Sometimes I buy a book, sometimes I don’t, but even when I don’t purchase anything, the experience of looking around is just as pleasurable.

In this day and age of social media growth, nobody is noticing that some of the changes, aren’t for the best. Though lots of you will argue that point, telling me I am just old-fashioned.  Maybe it’s more practical and faster to download a music track or an e-book but that connection, that magical feel of picking up an LP or a book in your hands is not there.

Transitions are never easy. We humans living at this point in history are as unique as the Victorians who witnessed their world slowly disappear as cars replaced horse pulled carriages and electricity replaced gaslight. The change for them was gradual, as it has been for us, though technological advances are happening faster and faster. Maybe those writers of long ago, like Orwell, who wrote of a dismal Dystopian future are not that far off in their predictions.

There is great irony in the fact I am very good with computers and that I was one of the first online, as I have been since 1997. There’s even greater irony that I’m posting this on a blog ‘out there’ in that virtual world we appear to live in.

After I press ‘Publish’, I am turning this plastic/electric box off  for the rest of the day and I’m going out, into town, to spend the rest of my day browsing for books in a REAL bookshop…

The Adventures of Vampire Girl in Miami Beach – Part 7

Part 7 of Lizzy’s adventures…

What horror is this Sunshine State…?

The Adventures of Vampire Girl in Miami Beach.

Part VII

There I was, waiting for the lights to change, when I heard Johnny raise his voice. I turned around in time to see him punch Rick, who stumbled backwards, startling several pigeons and the lady who had been feeding them.
I expected a fight, but nothing happened. Rick just stood there, rubbing his jaw, a look of total shock on his face. Meanwhile, Johnny, in full James Dean mode, strutted away, flicking his lighter, a cigarette dangling from his lips.
As neither had noticed I was still there, I rushed across the road, ending up by Woolworth again.
‘Oi!’ said Johnny, running after me.
I gave him my best puppy eyes and stood there with slumped shoulders, hoping he wasn’t about to be mean.
‘I’m sorry about earlier, I wanted you away from us so you’d not get hurt if I lost my temper.’
‘Why you punch him? I mean, other than because he’s an asshole.’ I laughed.
‘He kept on going on about you being a shit bass player, threatening to replace you with his poser friend Kev, I hate that twat.’
‘You punched him for me?’ I smiled, nobody had ever done that for me before.
‘Yeah…’ he said, taking a drag of his cigarette, ‘he also called me a fag for wearing make up onstage.’
‘He’s jealous ‘cos you got the coolest blue eyes.’
‘I’m not…you know…’ he cleared his throat, ‘I like girls.’
‘Speaking of girls, isn’t he going to blab to his sister?’
‘Let him, I don’t need her either, she’s thick as a plank.’ Johnny flicked his cigarette stub away.
‘Thought you fancied her.’  I said,  amused at how I was picking up his manner of speaking.
‘She gives good h-’ he stopped mid-sentence and laughed. ‘Sorry,  forgot I was talking to a bird.’
‘Gee, thanks.’
‘Nah, I don’t mean it in a bad way, you’re cool…’
‘Thought you didn’t like me, you  never said much at practice.’  I looked down.
‘I wasn’t sure what to say…’ he ran a hand through his hair, his cheeks red.
Who knew Johnny could blush. I wanted to pinch myself to make sure this wasn’t a dream.
‘I better go home, before mum gets back, forgot to feed the nutter cat.’
‘Thanks for today.’ I stood on my tiptoes to give him a kiss on the cheek.
‘Fancy going out Friday? There’s few cool bands at Churchill’s.’
‘Yeah, sounds fun’ I smiled, his cheeks had gone red again.
‘I’ll come and get you about seven, yeah?’ he started to walk away and stopped. ‘I don’t know where you live…’
‘The Leslie Hotel on Ocean, I’ll meet you outside.’
‘You live there?’ he raised his eyebrows.
‘I know, it’s a dump but-’ I looked down, maybe he was a snob after all.
‘Nah you daft bird.’ he smiled, ‘I meant it’s a cool place to live.’
‘Dad manages one of the other hotels, so we live down in the basement.’
‘Sounds wicked…’
‘It is, but I think it’s haunted.’
‘Even better, we’ll have to hang out there for Halloween,’ he smiled. ‘Right see ya Friday, oh…’ he pointed at his t-shirt. ‘I’ll wash it and bring it back, yeah?’
‘Sure.’ I smiled.
I watched him stroll back towards Collins, hands in pockets, then I headed home, happy and worried at the same time. I had one day to come up with a cool outfit, and convince my dad to allow me to go out with a boy who wore eyeliner.

Yikes…

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See? I told you he wasn’t a real bad boy ;-)

Stay tuned for the next installment next Friday. Thank you for reading so far.

As before, if you’ve stumbled upon this, here are the links for you to catch up:
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6

A Musical Journey – 1997

My choice for 1997, is a track from an album you may, or may not be familiar with, though the artist is certainly someone you will know: David Bowie

Earthling, released in February 1997,  features strong Prodigy and Underworld influences.  As always, Bowie is able to take an influence and synthesise it to make it his own, much like he did with Young Americans or Scary Monsters (and Super Creeps)

The one track you may know is the Trent Reznor remix of ‘I’m Afraid of Americans’,  however, the track I’ve chosen, is ‘Dead Man Walking’ which I often played on my MP3 player and will forever associate with the writing of Julian’s novel.  No pun on the title, Julian isn’t dead or undead ;-)

Dead Man Walking.

London’s Lost Rock Venues – The Marquee Club

90 Wardour Street in 2012

They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
Big Yellow Taxi – Joni Mitchell

London is a city steeped in history,  in spite of that, it appears as if the city’s modern musical history is not worth preserving, since we’ve lost many legendary rock venues and with them, all the history they were a part of.

This lack of concern for the preservation of rock history  is something I find puzzling, since the UK is known for its many legendary musicians throughout the world. Considering the success of musicals such as We Will Rock You, currently playing at the Dominion Theatre, located only minutes away from Soho, one would think more would’ve been done to ensure London’s rock history was preserved for future generations.

A walk around Soho now, leaves one wishing for a time machine. 90 Wardour Street marks the location of the once legendary Marquee Club with a plaque telling visitors Keith Moon played there.

30 years of rock history reduced to this?

However, it wasn’t just The Who who played there,  but many legendary rock musicians.  Amongst them: The Rolling Stones, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Jimi Hendrix and David Bowie to name but a few.

The Marquee club opened its doors in April 1958 at 165 Oxford Street and soon became known for its jazz and rhythm & blues scene.  In March 1964, the club relocated to its legendary Soho location at Wardour Street, becoming the place for emerging bands to play in. The club’s popularity continued into the 70′s and 80′s with bands like the Clash, the Cure, the Damned, Joy Division, the Police and the Sex Pistols playing there.

A bit of trivia that I found personally very interesting:  Bauhaus played there  once, in November 1979, something I had no idea about as it is not mentioned in any of the books I’ve read about them.

The end of the Marquee came in 1988, after the facade of the building was found to have suffered structural damage, caused by the years of vibrations from the thousands of watts the venue had experienced. Considering the vast age of many buildings around London, I cannot help but wonder if something could have been done to save the venue from demolition. Sadly, this was not to be, and the club closed its doors on the 18th of July, 1988, but all was not lost.

The club relocated yet again, this time to 105-107 Charing Cross Road, and there, it remained until 1995.  Since then, the club has resurfaced in a variety of locations and guises, though none have lasted long.

Will the Marquee be reborn yet again?

There is a promising announcement on the official website announcing a new TV series entitled ‘Live From The Marquee’, meant to have gone into development this past March, but there are no further updates.

If anyone who happens to stumble upon this post, was lucky enough to visit the club at any of its locations, but particularly at its Wardour location, I’d love to hear your memories.  I never had the good fortune of visiting it myself.

If you would like to know more about the Marquee’s legendary history, be sure to visit the excellent archive website ran by Koldo Barroso here which has a lot more historic information, as well as a list of gigs from 1958 to 1988. To rock history buffs, such as myself, this is priceless information.  Sadly, due to time constraints, the website is no longer being updated, but don’t let that deter your from paying it a visit, it is worth a look.

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Stay tuned for a future post about the London Astoria, another lost venue that is no more, where I saw The Damned perform in 1998.

A Musical Journey – 1996

In 1996,  The Prodigy released their album The Fat of the Land from which my chosen track Breathe is from.

Considered one of the pioneers of the Big beat genre, the band’s music has been described as dance-punk, alternative dance or electropunk. In my opinion, their sound is a great combination of punk and electronica and remains distinctively English.

Check out the atmospheric video below, featuring both Keith Flint and Maxim on vocals.

The Adventures of Vampire Girl in Miami Beach – Part 6

Part 6 of Lizzy’s adventures. Not quite sure how much further we have, though I suspect we’re in the middle, but since I’m writing this as I go along, one never knows. I thought of possibly making it up to 13 Parts since it’s a number Lizzy likes ;-)

What horror is this Sunshine State…?

The Adventures of Vampire Girl in Miami Beach.

Part VI

After leaving Johnny’s house, we ended up in Lincoln Road, where only pigeons and old people hang out and shops look like they got stuck in some weird time warp going back to the fifties.  Since we were there, I asked if it was okay for me to run inside Woolworth to pick up a job application.

I should have suspected Johnny’s enthusiasm at the mention of this had ulterior motives.  He dashed into the place before I had a chance to go in myself, but maybe he’d forget about us going to my place after this. Dad had an afternoon shift, but still, I worried.

I followed him as he wandered down the souvenir aisle, staring at the rows of tacky knickknacks.  ‘Look at this one.’ he said, a smirk on his face as he held up a glass globe with a tiny house made of seashells and a seashell tree next to it. He shook it and glitter swirled all around. ‘Love it.’ he put it down and rushed  towards the candy section.

His movements were swift and hardly noticeable. He lifted the cover of a round plastic see-through container full of colourful candy, shoved a hand in, and stuffed the contents in his mouth. He moved to the next container to do the same thing again, and again.
‘Johnny.’ I said tugging at his t-shirt, or rather my t-shirt, but I digress.
‘Wha?’ he said, looking like a chipmunk with fat cheeks full of whatever he’d just stuffed in his mouth.
‘You’re not supposed to.’ my eyes darted left and right spotting an elderly security guard who was reading a newspaper by the back exit. ‘You know.’ I pointed at the candy.
‘Sod it, that old geezer over there has no idea…’
‘Yeah but.’ I frowned, my eyes on the security guard who appeared to have fallen asleep, the newspaper resting on his pot belly. ‘What if we get caught?’ I said, with visions of me calling Dad from jail.
‘Chicken.’ he said, a smirk on his lips.
‘Stop it.’ I hit him on the arm.
‘Cluck cluck Lizzy.’ he stepped in front of my path, ‘I dare you, take one of each.’
‘Erm…’ I said, looking into those dreamy pretty blue eyes.
‘Cluck Cluck!’ he stuck his tongue out at me, it was blue from whatever he’d just eaten. At the sight of that, I had a fit of giggles, then, the snort came. Instead of being disgusted at my piglet imitation, he gave me a playful little wink.
The wink did it…
I stuck my hand in a container and quickly shoved a bunch of jelly beans in my mouth. I was about to reach into the second container, when I heard a man’s voice with a thick Cuban accent.
‘You kids, what you doing?’
Johnny gave me a look and told me to keep quiet. Not that I could have spoken with about ten jelly beans shoved in my mouth.
‘Pardon sir?’ he said turning to the security guard who was waddling towards us.
‘You take, you pay.’  the guard pointed at the candy jars, a frown on his brow.
‘Oh, I see…’ said Johnny smiling. ‘I beg your pardon dear sir, but isn’t this the sweet sample section, or haven’t you got those in the states?’
‘Que?’ said the guard, scratching his head.
‘There appears to be a frightful misunderstanding.’ Johnny maintained his snooty accent, sounding like something out of Monty Python. ‘We’re English you see, my dear chap, comprendeh?’ he raised an eyebrow. ‘EN-GLA-ND.’
‘Inglaterra, si, Big Ben, Los Beetles!’ the guard gave us a huge toothy smile.
‘That’s right, jolly good.’ Johnny ran a hand through his tousled hair, a charming smile on his lips while I stood next to him, my eyes darting between him and the guard who was still smiling.
‘Cheerio, a good day to you sir.’  Johnny grabbed my hand as we strolled towards the exit. The guard smiled, waving goodbye as if he’d just been visited by the Queen. Thank goodness he hadn’t recognised me as I’d been there only last week. I let out a sigh of relief once we were outside. Johnny held on to my hand and pulled me across the street, both of us giggling away.

‘Johnny?’ said a voice I knew only too well.
‘Alright mate?’ said Johnny letting go of my hand.
Rick approached with a look of shock on his face. ‘What you guys up to?’ he frowned.
‘Nothing.’ Johnny gave him a dazzling smile. ‘Heading home and, bumped into…er…Lizzy here.’
Rick looked down at me, his green eyes full of glee, then back to Johnny. ‘Melanie was really upset last night, where were you?’
‘I had errands to run for mum, I left a message on her answer phone.’ said Johnny.
‘She didn’t get it, she was sobbing, until I pacified her, you owe me big time.’
‘Thanks, I’ll call her tonight and explain.’ said Johnny, his voice flat as he looked down at his shoes.
‘You better.’ said Rick before turning to me. ‘So…Dizzy, you learn that bass line I wanted you to?’ he spoke in the usual condescending tone of voice he used on me, treating me like a moron.
‘Not yet, I haven’t ha-’
‘Too hard for Dizzy?’ he interrupted, patting me on the head.
‘Stop calling her that…’ said Johnny, in a quiet voice.
‘What you say to me?’ Rick stepped towards him, his face inches away. ‘Bet my little sister would love to hear how I spotted the two of you holding hands.’
‘Told you already, it was NOTHING’ said Johnny, his eyes cold as he moved away from me, making me feel like a big zero. What an idiot I’d been…
‘See you later guys.’ I walked away without a second glance. Neither of them took any notice, though I did hear Mr Sting-wannabe shout ‘Bye Dizzy.’
Pretending I’d not heard, I waited for the lights. My eyes watered, I put my shades on and wiped a tear away feeling like a total loser. I didn’t want Johnny to see me cry, not that he’d give a shit anyway…

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Aw, I felt bad leaving her like that, but will Johnny prove her right or wrong? Stay tuned for the next installment next Friday. Thank you for reading so far.

If you’ve stumbled upon this, here are the links for you to catch up:
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5

A small footnote: Miami Beach around the time this is set (1981-82) was not the trendy place it has become, but it had its quirky charm which has sadly been lost.

Starman – A review and homage to a unique artist.

On one of my many walks through Soho last week, I stumbled upon a bookshop and went in. I was seeking something, though exactly what, I wasn’t sure until I saw the cover and the book’s title, named after a song I remember hearing as a kid so many times.  Starman by Paul Trynka is not the first Bowie biography, and I doubt it will be the last, but it’s the first one I’ve ever read about him.

Personally speaking, I knew I was on the right track the day I realised one of Bowie’s iconic songs included the surname of the persona Julian adopts. On a novel footnote, Julian’s persona is a conglomerate of many rockstars,  but of course, one is unable to write a novel set in the world of rock music without being inspired by Bowie, the ultimate rock ‘n’ roll shape-shifter.

The biography is a gripping read, from start to finish. To someone like me, who only knew bits here and there, it paints a much larger picture, giving you insight as to how and why he became an icon but it also showed me another side. His many failures before Ziggy.

I had no idea how many times Bowie failed to achieve what he had set out to do. Each time,  he started again. He had an almost otherworldly sense of his destiny or maybe,  he was more confident that most. Whatever the reason, the man never gave up. He also became a sponge, absorbing many different influences. Varied genres of music. Art. Theatre. Dancing.  He was not one-dimensional and I think that is key to his success.

There’s also  mention of the moment his features were transformed, during a fight with his best friend George Underwood, who punched him over a girl. Whilst the experience was a harrowing one (he needed several operations), the unfortunate event gave his already unconventional looks an additional quirk.

Striking, described as ‘this fey, elfin creature’ by his then girlfriend Hermione. Bowie tried several looks, until he finally came up with something nobody had seen before. The iconic moment when he and his band performed in a Top of The Pops 1972  show is wonderful to read, and makes one long for being one of the lucky ones who were there to witness it.  Like Beatlemania, this was the moment where rock history changed forever.

For someone like me, who was called names by other kids in my neighbourhood for riding my bicycle dressed all in black, in 1976,  (in a Catholic country where black was only worn at funerals)  Ziggy and others, like Freddie Mercury, with their electric flamboyance, made us feel like it was okay to be different.

Ziggy continues to be a great inspiration to me, even to this day, and thus, when doing research for my novel, I find no better artist to research than the amazing, iconic, ever-changing Bowie.

Here to those who may have never seen it, it the 1972 Top of the Pops perfomance, I speak of.

Why I wish everyday was an un-birthday

In Lewis Carroll’s Through the Looking Glass, Humpty Dumpty tells Alice how the cravat he is wearing (which she mistakes for a belt) is an un-birthday present from the White King and Queen and has her calculate how many un-birthdays there are in the year.

364 of them, of course…

Why then, do we place such emphasis on our birth-day? It is nothing but a random day you happened to be born in.  You had no say in the choosing of it.  It could have been the day before, the day after, a week earlier or later etc.

I know my point of view is rare and most enjoy the day,  and the attention, but it leaves me cold.  I’ve never enjoyed being the centre of attention, in any way, shape or form.  The reasons are many, some, are related to my introverted personality,  whilst others, stem from my bad childhood.

In the end, the reasons no longer matter, and I finally understand the reason for my desire to vent, has to do with the fact I am tired of being made to feel as if something is wrong with me if I choose not to celebrate the day.

When my birthday happens,  I want to have the option to do WHATEVER I feel like doing, and that may mean I do NOTHING “special”  – After all, don’t I have the right to choose that option as well?

All my life, I’ve been made to feel like a square peg, forced to fit into a round hole.  As if something is the matter with me, because I do not like something that everyone else likes. (I had to endure the same bollocks at Xmas too.)

Here’s the truth of it all:  I don’t care if my point of view is eccentric. Call me weird. Call me whatever you like. People have been doing so all my life, from the day I was born and I don’t give a toss any more, for as the song goes, “I am what I am.” which sounds corny, but rings true in this case 8-)